[The handwriting is fairly simple in most places, but there are moments where it seems to take on an almost fluid grace as if she were attempting cursive. The pencil is also occasionally heavy & darker on the paper. The journal itself always slightly dusty, but it smells of lavender and herbs.]
Master has been allowing me a bit more freedom as of late, breaks and learning..magic. Likely for their use..healing their own..the Miss is kinder to me and actually likes to talk with me when she can and none look. Lifts some of the exhaustion out of me body. I could snooze on such days..snooze sometimes with the pongolin. Ebony seems to like it well enough...what a bright soul.
Though I may have been harsh towards this Ozlan fellow. He just interrupted my sunrise that first time and turned out to be a thief the second. A necklace was stolen by bats and a huffy Harani barked at me to fetch it from them. I found that Ozlan had been training bats to steal in order to get money for the poor. A nice cause for the second..looked down on him and threatened him for his thievery. Undid that circle I did, wonder if there's anymore of them hiding here. I want the fields peaceful..this place must stay peaceful.
Maybe I'll apologize if I ever see him again. I hope he didn't look at my inhibitor too closely..
I'm back home and back to work..back to saving what I earn, back to the usual routine. Back to the somewhat pleasant flower fields..and as much as I at times rather be elsewhere. There is peace and beauty here.
I had gone to this lantern festival. For some reason people put wishes on lit, paper lanterns and send them up into the sky so that their hopes may come true in some way. How flimsy is that? Would that really do anything or is it to soothe the heart and mind as I think? Though you can only rely on others a little more then that..well. Perhaps I am being a little harsh? Not sure. So unsure.
At this festival I did meet another similar soul, Zazussa. She owns the farm of her dead master, doesn't know how to write or read but draws well enough. I pray she gets her wings back one day and perhaps takes up the offer of learning from me or my employer. She may find Fleurstad relaxing compared to where she is now..She's worse off then me. Doubt it'll help..